Life

So It is like 2:15 AM and I am still up. I have been doing alot of thinking the past few weeks and lets just say these past few weeks have been the hardest ever for me.

Me and Megan are now friends again and I am so excited. Why did we fight? what was the point of us not talking for the past 6 months? The fights that I have been letting get in between me and some of my friends are ridiculous! I mean I fixed most of those fights and I have one left. Stephanie. No matter how hard I try I still strongly believe that Stephanie will never be my friend or give me the time of day. End of story.

Wedding planning is coming down to the end.... we have a little over two months left and there is still so much to do. I love Michael and can't wait to marry him but married life is not going to be easy at all. We both have to find jobs, a place to live and pretty much figure out all of the logistics and that stresses me out.

Michael promises that everything will be ok so I will just have to trust him on that. I love him and I know everything will be ok.